- The Scarlet D (10/21/2019)
- Backstory (10/21/2019)
- The Beginning (10/22/2019)
- Summer (10/23/2019)
- Fall (10/24/2019)
- Treatment Resistant Depression (10/25/2019)
- Major Depressive Episode vs “Regular” Depression (10/25/2019)
- First Actual Post (10/26/2019)
- High wire act (10/27/2019)
- My imaginary therapy dog (10/28/2019)
- Here we go! (10/28/2019)
- Day One: Woah (10/28/2019)
- Day Two: Honeymoon’s over (10/30/2019)
- Glad (10/31/2019)
- Day Three: Grind (11/1/2019)
- One week down (11/2/2019)
- Day Four: Another week (11/4/2019)
- Day Five: Halfway there? (11/7/2019)
- Getting better? (11/8/2019)
- A setback (11/10/2019)
- Day Seven: Cranking it up (11/11/2019)
- Getting Serious (11/13/2019)
- Catching Up (11/15/2019)
- Screwed up and screwy (11/19/2019)
- Groundhog day, but for disappointments (11/19/2019)
- What it’s actually like (11/21/2019)
- Last session (11/26/2019)
- Cognitive dismay (11/29/2019)
- Maintenance (12/6/2019)
- Back To Work (12/9/2019)
- A sip of Lethe … (12/11/2019)
- Treating myself (12/12/2019)
- Gut Wrenching Cry For Help (12/12/2019)
- It’s not the holiday, it’s the disruption (12/23/2019)
- Holy Cow! (12/31/2019)
- My New Therapist (1/5/2020)
- How’s it going? (1/23/2020)
- No news is good news (2/22/2020)
- A year on, successfully (2/25/2021)
- But apparently that’s enough of that (4/7/2021)
- A familiar rabbit hole (4/19/2021)
- PHP, Round 2 (4/27/2021)
- Carrying On (5/10/2021)
- rTMS, the first experience (7/16/2021)
- If nothing else.. (7/20/2021)
- A simple plan, foiled. (7/24/2021)
- The Lost Poem (7/26/2021)
- rTMS, the last experience (8/30/2021)
- Hang in there! (9/9/2021)
- Treatment Resistant Depression (9/9/2021)
- Ketamine and VNS, the ugly details (9/11/2021)
- Quick Update (9/21/2021)
- First Ketamine Experience (9/27/2021)
- Buffering… (10/9/2021)
- semicolon: Introduction (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: Glossary and Acronyms (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 1. Week prior to Saturday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 2. Friday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 3. Saturday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 4. Sunday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 5. Monday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 6. Tuesday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 7. Inpatient (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 8. Wednesday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 9. Thursday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 10. Friday (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: 11. Home (10/16/2021)
- semicolon: Prologue (10/16/2021)
- Share (10/16/2021)
- Therapist Homework (10/21/2021)
- Ketamine Experience – The Eternal (10/27/2021)
- What it’s like to be me this weekend (11/1/2021)
- This is one of the hard days (11/8/2021)
- Therapist Homework, again. (11/17/2021)
- MAOI you’re talking!* (12/1/2021)
- This. (12/10/2021)
- MAOI (12/10/2021)
- Content for you (12/27/2021)
- More Ketamine Experiences (1/5/2022)
- Lost in my happy place, but not in a good way (1/7/2022)
- Back to ECT (1/18/2022)
- Bottoming Out (2/3/2022)
- Lost (2/7/2022)
- At Sea (2/15/2022)
- Into new territory (2/19/2022)
- Driving to Distraction (3/2/2022)
- Who was I? (3/2/2022)
- Catch and Release (3/16/2022)
- How I feel weird (3/22/2022)
- MAOI Wowee! (3/27/2022)
- VNS, the whole story (5/4/2022)
- A year in review and a trip (5/19/2022)
- VNS: A pain in the neck? (6/15/2022)
- VNS: A vein in the neck? (6/17/2022)
- That one time I didn’t (6/20/2022)
- What to say and do for your depressed friend (6/30/2022)
- The Pain of Progress (8/1/2022)
- Happy Anniversary (9/11/2022)
- Life just keeps life-ing along (9/17/2022)
- Officially Disabled? (10/22/2022)
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